ugh i give up .. i dont how linkking works here no raw code showed up and when i put it in half my message was lost.. top it all off my hand is buggered now great 
sorry .. http://beaniebang-babes.com link looks like the insert cushion u mean.
pure hip mastubator is sort of like the meiki I tried but has a cyclone feture
the a10 looks like rends version of autbow..
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thats x3 i tried to update that last post and it never worked...
i give up , hopefully u get an idea of what i mean before i end up getting in worse mood than i already am :P
The meiki product i tried was Namiki Yu utensil race ,if you type that in you should find it here.
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The one I meant was the Liberator Fleshlight holder (If you Google that, and click images, you will see what I meant. I couldn't remember it's name.
The one you linked looks a little...fragile. :S I can almost imagine a guy ripping the "skin" part within a few uses. Is that just paper? Confused but I can already tell I don't like the look of those beaniebang things lol
I can think of products to recommend like the Puchi SOM or real touch. There are other similar ones.
The SOM looks like it would be way too fast unless there is a slow setting ( and I mean slow as you can get ) :P
I looked at cybersex thing and the idea of realtouch but the problem is that Im not going to be able to probably go fast or hard enough to excite any one I meet online or any models . The videos sound more promising but again I'm wondering how I would generate a response if I'm restricted as I am in speed so on.
@fluffbags yes ,the beanie bag thing looks awful - esp with the poster ontop lol
looked at the liberator below
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B002MAPN76/ref=ox_sc_act_title_1?ie=UTF8&psc=1&smid=ATVPDKIKX0DER
Not sure how well it will work because whenever i've sort of tried to simulate that position its not worked too well for me . Its a pity the big at the bottom wasn't more curved and the item was thinner so I could use squeeze my thighs against that lower lip. Also it says just fleshlight but I wonder if it can take other models like meiki too ?
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Apologies if I'm over simplifying things as I don't understand your condition but would you benefit from the services of a sex surrogate? I really think that you should discuss your sexual needs with your specialist to see what is on offer in terms of machinery or surrogacy services
For example I know in spinal units patients who cannot maintain an erection are injected to give them one, I appreciate this sort of thing doesn't help you as you do not have the dexterity in your hands to master bate but there should be professional advice and help available to you
@Citygirl2810 I dont like the idea of a surrogate for the same reason I dont like the idea of hookers , I think its great its there , but its something I've never been comfortable with even before all this happened for various reasons.
For one thing people talk ( yes even doctors sworn not too ) and as Im private enough as it is and live in small town - it would kill me to think someone might just drop a pipe bomb for whatever reason ( esp if drunk ) or stir up gossip as people like too.
so no - Id rather explore other options , I've had enough bad experiences with people ( a good 90% of the reason im housebound ) to let my guard down and trust someone I dont even know again.
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Well I cant help but dont give up. I cant help but most sex manufactors only care about most regular costomers and they forget the disabled peaple. Dont give up hope.
These look interesting... could be a good investment for you hoodedclaw. Good luck
Thanks , its not so much a sex thing as just to feel something - anything and have distraction from this.
It is frustrating, but I actually surprised myself and managed to hit the g spot despite my difficulties in one of those sleeves ( its wsa 6.5 " long ) so I assume that's where the g spot was . Of course the problem was it buggered myself completely even with the little movement i tried to use , with the end result being I couldn't use it again . The only thing Im wondering about now is if id be better of trying a smaller / shorter in length , perhaps tighter than 5 mm canal, to see if it will stimulate me more with less effort .
It wouldnt be so bad if there was risk free way of trying things out but I assume LH dont let you do that , or if they do , there must be some limit ?
ugh
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