Anyone had a P Spot Orgasm?

Weve tried this for years. Tried numerous specially designed toys but nothing. Feels nice for the first few minutes, then doesn’t feel like anything. Have tried lots of things but after about 40 mins I get bored and end up masterbating conventionally. The orgasm then feels a little nicer perhaps. I see so many reports of these shuddering orgasms that I keep investing and remain hopeful but it doesn’t look likely for me.