I was thinking of the young woman for her, not me. But , whatever.
I doubt it would ever happen anyway. As for finishing us, well, I have treated her exceptionally well, been very tolerant of many things, as has she. Bought her a new home, that she loves. Traveled all over the world, 17 countries, some, multiple times, mostly on my dime. Allowed her the freedom to work, or not, travel abroad without me and within the states.
Put very few demands aside from her doing the books. Engaged in so many things that didn’t interest me, but did it anyway. The list goes on.
So if she could find someone that treated her the way I do, or better, well all I can say is good f-ing luck. That person probably doesn’t exist.
Not that I’m saying it’s time to throw in the proverbial towel, far from it. I am in this for as long as humanly possible. There does become a point of no return. That point is inching closer, though not here yet.
My fantasy that I can’t fulfil is to have sex with another woman. I did go through a lesbian phase in my teens after my first Relationship left me feeling jaded. Plus, I have always felt a sexual attraction for women and flirted with them.
I did go on several dates with various women but It never really amounted to much as there was no spark or sparkle there.
I have fantasies about women sometimes but apart from that, I’m happy just to leave it at that.
Sucking another mans cock. I have thought about a few times over my many adult years. It really came to the fore front of thoughts again recently when I was massaging Mrs Balls feet, and I always suck her toes, the big ones especially, and she blurted out," I reckon you could give a good blow job". I cant ever see this fantasy becoming a reality, as an added part of the fantasy is that the persons cock I was sucking, also had breasts.
I’m sitting in a hotel bar and I see across the room a group of ladies I recognise. Turns out to be all of my previous girlfriends. Now feeling a little intimidated I stay at the bar and a little while later one of them comes over to order drinks. Of course she is shocked to see me and drags me over to their table. Pleasentries out of the way they start talking about their relationship with me (very uncomfortable). Inevitably they move on to our sex lives and they seem to be competing for the best sex lives/stories. I’m getting even more uncomfortable until one asks if they can all compare notes in my hotel room. One by one they demanded that I take them to the room. Once there it’s like they have gone feral, tearing their clothes off and pulling at mine. Now in my fantasy I’m very well endowed and very capable in the bedroom so we all collapse in an orgy of memories and new experiences. I filled so many holes, on more than one occasion, and buckets of cum have been fired in and all over the ladies who lap at each other until clean.
Mine is to have a mmf bisexual 3 way with my gf and another guy. Starts with her going upto the hotel room to meet him and i go up 15 mins later to find them naked getting it on. My gf orders me to strip and just watch as hes all over her before im allowed to join in…and anything goes. Either having fun in pairs while one watches or all 3 of us getting involved in any which way is possible with all the holes available. Jusy one all night session.
Id love it and gf gets off when talking about it and watching bi porn together or alone….but sadly for her its just a fantasy and said its never happening!
Pee play. Specifically going down on her when she is bursting to go and having hwr lose all control when she orgadms. Also wetting each other’s clothes. For example, when she’s sitting on my lap. But it’s not my wife’s thing.