Hey ladies and gents,
Sorry i havent been about the past few weeks or so. Was hoping to get it all sorted between partner and myself but its just the same.
Have spent many nights having a cry to myself through sexual frustration but even when i try to talk to him he puts the blame on me.
So today i have ordered a few bits for myself.... the squeel and jessica rabbit. Am fed up of being frustrated :0(
He saw when i had ordered and asked me why and i said it was because he don't come near me and onc e again he put the blame on me. Now i have had a heart to heart with my mum and she has even said its because his sex drive isn't all what all he makes out it is. He makes out he is gods gift to women when really he isn't that keen on sex only when he wants it. So tonight while halfway through a poem/letter which some of you suggested a few weeks back i should writè. He grabs my phone and has a read and once again goes off his head at me reducing me to tears. Telling me i have mental problems and its just not right me writing down things like that! So even that hasn't worked. So nothing has changed since i last came on. Maybe one day it will get better for me. Hope you are all well and enjoying a healthy sex life!