I hope I have done this right . If I haven’t , please accept my apologies and feel free to delete .
Many years ago , my Mum had a mis carriage . She never talked of it , but let it slip once thst she was sure it was a little girl . My baby sister .
I have always wondered what she would have looked like . Ii have even dreamt of her , in the dream she hugged Me and said she had been waiting so long to meet me . I actually woke up crying .
A little while sgo, I got an app thst lets you see yourself as another sex ,
I did it with a photo of mine ,I saw her , and she was beautiful.
I thought of how lifemay have been . The good and the bad .
Has anyone else done similar ? Am I a real sad case ?
I’m not depressed , I’m in a good marriage , I jyst wonder what others think ?
I’m not sure what I actually want to hear .
Damm , too much to drink. I’ll regret this inthe morning lol
Hey @Weeradge don’t be hard on yourself… You’re not a sad case at all…you are human and only wondering the what if’s in life.
It’s natural to think how different your life would have been growing up with a sibling you know might have been.
It’s never discussed either how the loss of a baby affects not only the parents but the other children too…
It’s so not pathetic…it’s life.
Virtual hugs
I think you are human processing a lot of emotions, hugs!
I’ve never felt like this personally but I think that’s because I’ve always had my big brothers.
Do you have siblings?
I really don’t see why you feel ashamed with this post? Just sounds like you have some stuff you need off your chest 
It’s natural to think of what if’s and what might have beens. Don’t worry about it.
Don’t worry @Weeradge, I often wonder what could have been if circumstances had been different, take it way 
Sorry, I meant take it easy
I think it’s just human nature to think what if. It wasn’t pathetic to be curious, don’t be too hard on yourself x
Cheers , friend .
Yes , I’m the only one . I longed for siblings , but it just wasnt to be .
A small mis fortune compared to some
Thanks , all,of you .
I knew you’d aĺl be kind .
I was just having a funny five minutes .
I’m all ok now .
You lot are really great people
It’s understandable to be an only child and think about your lost sibling for all those years
Virtual hugs