Hey guys, not been here for a while, didnt have access :(
Anyway, just lookin for a little advice. My boyfriend was away workin for 2 weeks, he got home a week ago, and we had sex when we came home from me picking him up. As normal, he got to finish then I just got left, then that night we had sex again, but this time he finished again, but then he did pleasure me(I cant seem to when we are having sex). We had quite a busy weekend with him away with family n me away down south with my sister, so we nevr had sex again until tuesday. Tuesday night was good coz after he had finished he spent a while on me. He would say that he liked me to dress up for him, so I was gonna do something for him coming in from work on Wed, I am off work n not seeing him for 2 weeks has made me pretty horny lol. But about an hour before he was due to get home he phoned n said that he had to take his family shopping n got hom 4 hours later, by then it had kinda passed. So yesterday he said he was comin straight home so I was waitin for him coming in, he came straight to bed, but all it was just me pleasuring him. It kinda annoyed me coz I had been dead excited n couldnt wait for him to come home, so was rather disappointing. He said to me jokingly that he was gonna make me wait until that night, but then he fell asleep on the couch.
Can some1 please tell me if im being selfish. He is the first proper boyfriend that ive had n really dont wanna chase him away, but at the same time, I dont wanna feel like im there for his needs only, coz alot of the time after he gets to finish, im just left lying there.