Hi and welcome back @Foxcub
I’m afraid I don’t know much about this, but I’m sorry to hear you’re having a rough time job-wise. I hope things pick up for you soon.
Literotica is often mentioned as a good resource for stories. I’m not sure they’ll have what you’re looking for, but may be worth a look?
And I jotted some basic forum info down in this Quick Start guide that you may find useful.