Mamz - in my last post I said 'if it's okay with your boyfriend'. Breaking boundaries is something that's really bad to me and I've had my boundaries broke. Never would I ever dream of breaking boundaries with hubby. I meant if it's okay with your boyfriend you could try....I felt obligated to make my point clear. I see you've gone to other thread which I totally understand. I'll have a look when I can hunni ππxx
Imh95 - thats absolutley genious. I'm in pure awe of your skills in advice π you're incredibly awesome at it hunni. Thank you for your insights they are so beneficial to me and many π
Realised I missed the post. When you're not here its totally not the same but imo you're being very sensible in regards to reality. I'm in the same position with being on my phone all the time and it's taking over 'real life' so badly. Trying really hard to fix it, especially when seeing 3000 posts the other day! π that's without text wattsapp, other forum, reading articles and shopping π so yeah feeling pretty bad with it all. I've been trying harder the last few days and have done better.
Any way, what was intended here is to say, totally understandable that you're putting a limit on time here. Well done its not easy or anywhere near it. Hubby says 'why not just read it', but that's something I can't do I feel obligated to join in if I think I may be able to help. Or I need to get something off my chest.
Wish you my best. Take care and will see you when you post hunni πxx
Rosy - that's very helpful. Thank you sooo much lovely π they looked really funky as you pick your colour, tank etc etc, but, also very complicated. I started to build one but couldn't work out how to view the different tanks (it was probably this browser it likes to act out) proper enjoyed choosing the colour and was totally looking forward to playing around building the kit.
This would of been about Β£35 if memory serves me correct about the exchange rate (was in dollars.) Lol, if I'd saw that price earlier I'd of thought it's expensive but the first page I viewed was insane prices (for our budget.) Saying that, I only smoke Β£17:50 - Β£20 worth a week. Me and hubby buy between 3 and 4 half ounces a week so yes it is expensive. Then there's the cartriges which I'm not sure on prices then do I need to change the vape? I've no idea as it's really overwhelming and difficult to understand especially as it's all online I'm lookingπ³ Lightbulb! I'll phone a shop later if I can find a UK number as my phone's no international call say because well it'll cost a fortune lol.
The reviews were all bad one of two 4 and 5* and in this place they was most popular. Does sound good now youve helped me rationalise it π oh my life that's what is totally messing with my head buying one and me and hubby looking at it clueless π it's all about getting used to it so am sure we'll get there. I'll post after I've rang a shop.
Thanks hunni, really appreciate your expertise on this π stay strong you're doing incredibly well with smoking and food ππxx
Mamz - yeah they do have e-cigs individual but it's about using my hands for another purpose as I make my own roll-ups. And a vape is likely cheaper in the long run. Thanks hunni ππxx
So today has been tough because of various reasons.
I started smoking straight away after a sleepso it was a rough start. I've managed to pull back and have smoked 8 and a bit, which is good as it's usually around 15 I predict (never counted) but know it's a huge reduction. Hubby has done immense and has only had 3! I'm so proud of him. I think he'll do it easily with no tools as he's never been too addicted as if we run out he would go without where's I'll taxi to the 24 hour garage of it comes to it π
Food has gone relatively well but I'm concerned about becoming obsessive so going to stop as it's already started π I won't allow myself to hog the limelight at a difficult time. So the diets stopping, the fruit is staying but the ice lollys are back. I've ate next to nothing and feel ashamed of myself the last couple of days π positive though - the belly is almost flat already! So obviously it's been the poor diet and lack of exercise. Oh they'll be staying too but moderately π
Online - better than normal, but not good enough. I'll take it as a win as there's an improvement π
Overall pretty damn good now I see it in black and white. And reckon I can do this π
Keep up the good work folks. Anybody struggling had the upmost sympathy it's not easy at all. Love to all ππxx