Hi, recently I started using sexchat and I connected really well with some people and it is really fulfilling to me.
I think the connection and sexual openess really makes me happy and fulfilled. The problem I feel from this is, that I am worried if I can ever find these feelings in a monogamous relationship and I’m not sure if I’m ready to have a open relationship of some kind.
Anyone has any similar experiences they can share?
Sorry if this feels really stupid. I think all of this is quite common and I’m just really stuck in my emotions, but I just feel broken and like it will stop me from building a happy life for me and people I love.