You probably have, but just in case not, have you tried the one you have bulbous end first? It’s significantly girthier that way!
As @ajs72 says, we can’t link to, or suggest competitor sites. If you find something you like, but on a site you’re not comfortable buying from you can always pop it in the Pander to me! … PRODUCTS ONLY thread and Lovehoney might start stocking it, or something similar.