Hey guys looking for some advice or just a high five for those in same position please.
my husband of 10 years, whos 10 years older, im in my 30s ( always been the same , though think its getting worse). never seems to want nookie , probably once a month or two . i find it really annoying that he sometimes will jerk off to lesbo porn- i cant compete with that lol. i dont mind him watching the porn now and again so longs as i getting some seeing to too. i find when we do have nookie its the same , ill suck his cock , he bite a nip and then shove it in . doesnt last long either . i thinking everythng is all wrong, its always about servicing him. i want to be dominated i want some rough sex. ive purchased toys , ive dressed up ., just seems so bland, all about him , told him tonight i shall go else where for nookie (im angry and sexualy frautsrated ), ive given him loads of chances. he doesnt want the marriage too end, but im not sure im bothered,i slug my guts out, all i want is some nookie, some appreciatation and maybe to be bent over the kitchen side unexpectedly ! god , mummasa having a breakdown !
any ideas, apart from leaving him , or actualy sleeping with anyone else, or even given him a brain trainsplant then yeh, help lol x