So this all started randomly, I'm a straight guy but I just love wearing lingerie and using female toys when no one is around, after I orgasm the feeling instantly goes and I feel weird
I spent a lot of money on LoveHoney lingerie, toys etc and got rid of it one day when I felt weird about it, apparently it's called purging but now I have an even stronger urge to do it all again
How do I keep the feeling there? Would a chasity be the next step?
Also when I order stuff I always have to rush to the door and my parents always ask what it is? Any advice on excuses because I really don't want them knowing (btw i'm 19, i just still live at home)
Thank you for any advice, it's greatly appreciated :)