So I’d really like to try naturism at some point but am worried I will struggle to separate sexual feelings from it. I understand naturism/nudism is about body positivity and celebrating nature and normalizing the human body in all its shapes and imperfections. And NOT about sex, sexuality.
However I can’t help but be worried it would be overly sexually stimulating for me. I worry I’d end up staring or somehow causing offense or making someone uncomfortable by getting turned on. Or just getting so overwhelmed with it all that I won’t relax and actually enjoy it.
I mainly worry about this because I’m in my late 20’s and am still a virgin with no sexual experience. I feel like I should wait until I’ve had the chance to explore and satisfy my sexual curiosity of the opposite sex’s body before surrounding myself with them. I believe everyone should celebrate their body and strive to feel as comfortable as possible in their skin. And I like the idea of using naturism/nudism to desexualize the body. But I worry that’s not possible while also being incredibly sexually deprived, inexperienced.