I just tried masturbating with lube, and geez, that Feels pretty goodm pretty different to normal fapping, as you can hold the orgasm in longer, it becomes more intense therfore.
Relax, suck my fingers and moan, very loudly!
edging yourself as many times as you can until you can't take it anymore and cum, feels amazing, literally scream so loud when i do this.....helps build up your will power (and trust me you need it holding yourself on the edge of cumming so many times) x