Well hello everyone. It’s been a long while… I posted last year a topic about needing some help with being a bit more assertive and dominating with my wife in bed. Well, that helped out a great deal and now I’m looking for some new tips, with some added details. I apologize in advice for a long post here, I will try to shorten as much as I can, haha.
So to make a very long story short, things got very quiet last Summer/Fall due to our marriage encountering its lowest and most challenging point in its 12 years. I would like to not expand on the details, but to put it simply and bluntly my wife was essentially having an “emotional affair”. Thankfully it never got to a physical one (the other party was someone many hours away), but the revelation was gut-wrenching to say the least. And honestly it was to both of us. But that revelation led to a lot of changes with the two of us, and I am VERY happy to report that after a LOT of honest, open communication, therapy and love our marriage is probably at its best point that it’s been in many, many years. The two of us communicate daily about so much that we never used to, and everything, including sex, is a much more open thing now. Maybe it is strange to say, but this event served as a huge eye-opener for both of us that has really turned this marriage around. I feel like we have not been this close almost since we even got married. We both used to be quiet with one another and not really communicate in ways that we should have. Now we talk constantly, spend a lot more time together, and do more family activities. It’s been over half a year now since that incident occurred and I have absolutely zero reason to believe it ever would again. That was really shortening the story, and like I said I don’t feel the need to go into detail there, but it goes along with what I was going to be talking and asking about, so I wanted to share.
So anyway, the topic at hand… I have been listening to advice about how to be more assertive and so far it’s been working great. We have also recently begun talking about sex much more than we ever have before, and we’re finding a lot about each other that we should have already known (we’re both in our mid-late 30’s) but we never did because we didn’t talk about it. We did that carnal calibration test a long while ago, but after we got ourselves back on track with one another and started openly communication we decided to do it again. And this time we really discussed it afterwards too. So she is actually very interested in doing more with toys, and even getting into some “tame” BDSM, such as being tied up and blindfolded. This is all kind of uncharted territory both of us but we are both very interested in trying it. She does have a vibrator…just a basic wireless wand one…and we’ve used that together a couple of times, but not really much…that’s something we want to get into. She has also shared she’s open to introducing other toys instead of just a wand for the outside. Again, we have been pretty tame up until now. I’m just sort of looking for some advice and “how-to”s on kicking things up. Like sure I’d love to tie her up, but it’s awkward for me because I don’t know how, haha. Or I’d love to talk to her about other toys, but don’t really know how to bring it up or what are even good options. I also really want to make foreplay last a lot longer. I’ve thought maybe a shower together before we start would be great, but then I worry that would take away from foreplay? I don’t know…so anyway, help a guy out again. Haha. Let me know what I can do to really get her excited!