gunther wrote:
as i understand it if you are a sub it is of no interest what you like it is about what your dom likes.
But that is why I dont understand it because if it is all about the dom, why would anybody be a sub, my mind works logically I would love someone to explain, and I have been with a dominatrix I just didnt understand what I was doing or maybe even feeling
As Ghostgirl says it's a power transference. The "Sub" having no say is very much more of the Master/Slave end of things rather than the Dominance&submission.
Safe Sane and Consensual is very much part ot the BDSM -I hate the word "Scene" but its the most approptiate here- As a submissive in a Dom/Sub relationship rather than just "Kinks", for me its about trust, and me making him happy, I allow myself to be "Enjoyed" in whatever way takes his fancy.
That doesnt mean there aren't limits. When we set out we sat down and discussed what each of us did/didnt like, what were "Hard No's" (Mine are breathplay and Watersports - Both will never be yesses for me), and what were "Soft No's", i.e. things I am uncomfortable with but would not be completely adverse to exploring in future.
For my part: I enjoy the power transferrence and the no-control appearance of it (I have Safewords, but aside from pre-discussed limits I am put to whatever use). What do I get out of it? Master enjoys my screams and squeals of pleasure and pain (that sentence sounds much worse than it is), and so he will play essentially often to please me, because he enjoys it. *complicated mess*
For my part, I obey orders and instructions. If I'm told to arrive for dinner with no underwear and a remote control vibe in I do it. If I want to climax I ask permission, and If he declines then I damn well better keep control of myself. If I'm told to strip off and play with myself for his viewing entertainment I do so. If I'm told to rest my face on the floor and stick my ass in the air I do it.
And for me its the orders I enjoy, the compliance, the sheer often embarrasing and risque situations I may find myself in in public. It's the willingness to hand control of my own orgasms over to another. It's about the trust that goes hand and hand with that.
My role is essentially as his property (I know how bad that reads - but its the best way of explaining) I am his most well cared for, most prized and enjoyed possession.
Master and Slave is this but to a further extreme. The Slave has no say at all in their own pleasures or whatever, Masters Word is the be all and end all.
I refer to Master as master, and he calls me his little slave on occasion, but I have the right to object if I need to, but often I don't feel I need to or want to because I enjoy pleasing him.
Quote I once read. "The Best Submissives come to you on their knees whispering of Love". Submission isnt something that's taken by force. To me it's the most valuable thing I have to offer him, and I offer it willingly and with trust and care.
Does that make sense or am I waffling?