Done I think
Interesting that more women have contributed to this post. Guys must be shy?
Well my first guy on guy wasnāt a great experience, back in the 20th century, it crossed the line in a friendship and took a while to get over the guilt and get back to being mates.
20 odd years later, of living a typical heterosexual life ( was married) Iām in a totally different place on every level , Iām more accepting of my more āfluid sexualityā and being a part time trans person has given me more "opportunity ". Letās just say as they do in France, je ne regret rienā¦
OK so Iāve not had full sex yet, I have to say, I prefer going down on a penis. Whether thatās because itās still a novelty and having been with the same woman for 20 years Iād just lost the desire, I canāt say, but the role reversal Iāve experienced is simply lovely. ( just in case anyone reading this thinks itās seedy, Iām not a one night stand type, or with strangers, I know who Iām intimate with beforehand)
So my guilt free first time was after a night out, so much so the taxi ride home was in daylight, went back to her place (she is a pre op trans) , had a drink, little chat while she smoked āsomethingā (been flirting all night anyway) then we kissed and went to bed. She started on me first then when it came to removing her knickersā¦ well I was shocked. My first oral experience would be a mouthful. You get those moments when you check in with yourself and I was just thinking I canāt believe Iām doing this but it feels alright. Anyway I climaxed which for some unknown reason I just ended up in a fit of giggles, think I almost drowned her in my excitement , but as sheās on hormone meds, I didnāt receive the same mouth watering experience (and still havenāt)
Itās also nice to pleasure and experience another penis, although for full disclosure, i havenāt been with a ānormalā guy yet, you have insider knowledge of what they like and Iād say I feel less pressure to āperformā , you know, to prove Iām a great lover or something as a guy, itās just not there now.
But hereās the thing, Iām only active like that when presenting as female. I donāt find men attractive in general whereas I still find women attractive no matter what gender Iām presenting as. My only real man crush is Tom Hiddleston lol
Anyway, Iām not going to analyse myself, just going to live life, whatās left of it.
When I was 19 , we were having a get together with friends. Alcohol was flowing i had an attraction to this girl and she felt the same way,we spent most of the night flirting with one another.When we went to sleep she came over to sleep next to me ,we began kissing and touching each others breasts.I started to suck her nipples and slide my fingers in,she came all over my hand .We kissed some more sucked each others breasts and went to sleep, a couple weeks later we saw each other in a club and started kissing.I had never done anything like this in public,people where watching and it really turned me on.Nothing ever came of it,she went travelling and I ended up seeing some knob head.
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Iām sorry it ended up that way, but your description of him didnāt half make me 
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No other way to describe him
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Totally agree, why do we have to label our sexuality these days?
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