I am a straight male, but for whatever reason, I get really turned on by the thought of eating my own cum. It is a huge fantasy of mines.
I can eat my pre-cum no problem at all, and I do every time I masturbate. I can even have a 'slowgasm' in my mouth (it tastes ok) but this takes about an hour of wanking and edging and not have cum in the previous 5-7 days. So it's a pain in the ass.
My issues is that as soon as I cum, I lose the urge to eat it. I have tried to shoot straight into my mouth, drink it from a shot glass, lick it from my palm, but I just can't go through with it. Also, my orgasms smell different to my slowgasm.
So I am looking for any help/tips/advice to help me with this?
Thanks in advance.
Oh, and I would rather do this solo and not involve a GF (just now). One step a a time.