Ok, I'll apologise first as this might end up being a bit of an essay, but I'd really appreciate some advice so thanks in advance for bearing with me.
Basically, Hubbs and I have been together for about 2.5yrs and married for just over 1. We had a great, and very regular, sex life to begin with but in the last 8-10 months it has really trailed off down to only 3 times this year. I get that things slow down over time but even so!
We've had some issues to deal with - I had some girlie issues and hios confidence took a knock when he lost his job last year and gained a little bit of weight. I can certainly understand why that might have put him off as he was feeling low and not very good about himself. Fortunately things are now pretty much back on an even keel, except he hasn't lost the weight but then again he won't actually do anything to try and lose it. It makes no difference to me whether he loses it or not, and I do my best to reassure him of that. He's my hubby and I want to be with him irrepsective of what the scales might say!
Anyway, suffice to say things bedroomwise have certainly not returned to an even keel. I've tried dropping hints, suggesting early nights, making it clear I'd like to play but all to no avail. He's tired, or he just wants to watch TV, or he isn't in the mood or he just plain ignores me. I've even tried using LH as a converstation starter as he used to enjoy browsing with me but nothing. It's really starting to affect my confidence now - I wonder if he doesn't want me any more. In seriously low self esteem moments I've wondered if he's getting it elsewhere, especially as he isn't wearing his wedding ring at the moment (he claims it so it doesn't get damaged at work).
Can anyone offer any advice on how to handle this? I just know that if I try to bring it up with him he'll either clam up and get on the defensive or he'll have a massive go at me. Either way he firmly subscribes to the "guys don't talk about things" method of communication. I feel like there's nothing I can do - I'm dammed if I say anything and I'm dammed if I don't - but things cannot go on like this. I'm not asking for wild sessions every night, just some sign that my husband is actually interested in me for more than helping fix his sodding land rover! Help!!!