Wow @Queerantine, thats dreadful. That would definetly make me loose my temper too. At the very least, of your stuck there much longer try and get a door lock fitted on your room.
Big hugs 
hun
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Having family that just dont understand is so difficult. I wish i could think of something to add, but what @PleasureDrone suggested seem like good options.
What i will say is that some people will always sadly struggle understand conditions they cannot see. I have an aunt like this (she still thinks my m.e. Is still me putting it on…and I’ve had it for 10yrs+).
I would suggest maybe getting them a book or something on the subject.
Going for a walk or Getting some space regularly outside the house if your able might be a good idea. I always find it helps me decompress and helped with my depression.
Hang in there . We’re all here if you need to vent.
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I revealed everything and told them they had made my mental health really bad and was in therapy.
Feel maybe shouldn’t of revealed all that but in the moment I just thought I’m saying everything.
It’s a long distance relationship they live in the USA so can’t see them face to face, well not until we’re allowed to travel over there at least.
They had apologized and said they were sick, stressed and sad at the time so I can sympathize they said something they didn’t mean bit like me when I snapped and blocked them.
I just don’t know, why would some people block/delete others and say they hide from problems? I am guessing maybe an abusive past/rough upbringing or some kind of personality disorder.
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Feeling your pain 
I asked my partner what he would do if his parents threw away his stuff like what happened to @Queerantine . He said he would go around the house when they were out and start bagging up their possessions and leaving them with only stupid stuff. Not one pair of matching socks…just a single sock to fight over. Take away the pillows and just leave the pillow covers neatly on the bed. Playing shitty games gets you shitty prizes. It made me chuckle with all the petty things he was reeling off. 
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Hellfire! @Queerantine that’s the worst invasion of privacy I’ve ever heard of…and from your own parents!
I would be boiling with rage if it were me! I’m just so sorry you’ve had to go through this, no one deserves to be treated like this.
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@Queerantine I have to agree with the others, this is outrageously bad. Even if your parents don’t agree with your ‘items’ they should never have touched them! Like I’ve been in hospital over the past few years for a few days up to 2 weeks at a time and my parents would come and check on the house but they would NEVER get rid of my toys or go through bank statements. The only reason they’d ever go through my big folder (of letters/insurance/pet shizzle) is if there was a major disaster. I think I’d have to say something to them, I couldn’t keep my rage contained!
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So I actually had a good day today, work was fun, customers were on top form and we got presents. However…I’ve not long returned home and there’s bright blue f*cking paint in my driveway and up my neighbours fence on my side.
Low and behold the neighbours checked the cctv footage and it’s one of the kids from the ‘problem’ house on the corner.
After 10 mins of scrubbing I gave up. Luckily my neighbours who’s fence it is are gonna come and jetwash it off when they return tomorrow.
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@ChloJakes sorry to hear about the pricks next door hun enjoy your presents hun chillax 
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Good news! I found my toy box. I went snooping and found it hidden away in my mother’s wardrobe. From what I can tell, the lock isn’t broken, so she probably made an (albeit accurate) assumption about what was inside and decided that was enough to steal it.
Still need to try and get my smoking stuff back but at least I won’t have to replace some of my most expensive toys.
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Well great that you’ve got that back but I still can’t get my head round your own mother stealing it and hiding it in her wardrobe!
I’d be tempted to nick something of hers while I was there but it might escalate the situation to an even more unpleasant level.
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My suggestion, rather than nicking anything of hers, move all her stuff an inch or so and pretend you don’t see anything different if she asks. You’d be amazed how much moving something even an inch can throw people off
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@wildflower yeah, I can still hardly believe she’d go that far. But I guess at least I know how far she’ll go now. I think she took the book I was reading about poly relationships. I can’t find it and I was only halfway through. She called it a “dirty book” even though it’s all about healthy relationships 
@Ace12345 Ahaha. That’s certainly one idea! I must admit, I was considering taking her makeup or something hostage and refusing to return it until she gave me the toys back but luckily that’s not necessary now. I have given up on her ever learning better, so now that I have the toys back there’s no point stiring any potential trouble. I’m hiding them away until I get out of here so this can’t become a ridiculous cat and mouse game.
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I’m done sadly.
I tried my best to be comfortable with my circumcision but I’m not, if I’m been brutally honest I hate it more then anything else in the world.
I’d give up everything to get back what I let someone do to me at 16 I’d go homeless do anything give up all my money and possessions and live on the streets.
I think about it every day and think it must be amazing for all these men who were not stupid like me to let someone mutilate their sexual organ and destroy thousands of nerve endings resulting in reduced sexual pleasure/dried out penis head, surely orgasms/sex can never be as good for me now I’m mutilated.
I don’t care if it’s only a partial it’s no good to me, I want the whole thing and I can never get that back again.
Women might not think it’s that bad but if they had part of their genitals missing aka FGM they would know what it’s like to not be whole/fully intact.
I will never be able to have a relationship with a woman as I will probably just get jealous they have fully intact genitals and I don’t so I will be sexually inferior by definition and there sexual pleasure won’t of been harmed since they have everything still there.
End of the day it’s all my fault I asked for someone to mutilate me and I severely regret it.
No wonder masturbation or sex never felt that amazing, with a foreskin it would be amazing but it just feels kind of shit/underwhelming it’s not amazing/intense for me like everyone says it is.
(TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide)Hopefully I will be dead by the end of the weekend.
Sorry to interrupt anyone’s weekend.
Bye.
Please seek urgment mental health support. Go to your local A&E if you are seriously considering killing yourself or making a plan.
More long term, you may find it helpful to better educate yourself on circumcision (and FGM and body dismorphia). Your thinking is full of incorrect assumptions that are hurting you.
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@Metalfanatic87 as @Queerantine suggests please get some mental health help. Someone to talk all this stuff through with will help you so much and will have better ways of dealing with your feelings than we have. I’m afraid I’m not an expert on the best people to help but I would start with the Samaritans, they are good ears to talk to and will have the contacts for the best people to help you. You are clearly is a very painful mental place and you shouldn’t have to deal with it alone.
@Queerantine , I’m glad you got your box back but your Mother’s actions are completely wrong. Tit for tat obviously won’t work and I would suggest therapy in this case too but in your case it’s trickier as you need your Mother to go too. I think she needs to hear sense from someone who isn’t you 
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@Metalfanatic87 as others have said, please, please, talk to someone.
No help is ever going to make me feel any different, I won’t accept been mutilated and refuse to believe it’s not that bad it’s terrible from a sexual point of view losing all them nerve endings and sensitivity resulting in reduced pleasure/less intense orgasms, a dried out/numb bell end to me looks horrible been all dry and wrinkled I feel sick looking at mine without it’s natural lubricant/shiny healthy look to it like a natural penis looks like, most UK men will never know what this is like, I’m just a male version of an FGM victim.
Weird how love honey says the sexual happiness I guess they should say in brackets (unless you are circumcised aka mutilated)
I wish more than anything this procedure never existed and I was never taken advantage of by an over zelaoaus creepy urologist who couldn’t wait to destroy my sexual happiness, the urologist should be in jail for what he did to me, if he did it to a female he would be but as a male it’s somehow ok/accepted, its creepy and sick 
Maybe there are fully circumcised people on here who can persuade you that it’s ok?
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I am getting on in years and have been circumcised since being an infant. I can say I have found there no problem. Unfortunately its happened rightly or wrongly you now need to get on with your life. If you are in good health apart from this you should think yourself fortunate. You should definitely seek professional advice but you should focus on whats good in life rather than something you cannot alter. I’m not the best person to give advice but I am circumcised and am proud of that.
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