Just checked back and it was 12 days ago when I was last allowed to masturbate.
The last I masturbated was last night… The wife is having a hard time with menopause … So I just have to take care of myself when she is having a bad night
This afternoon, used my new prostate massager again, loving the feelings it’s giving me, loads for cum for me to eat as well.
About 5 mins ago, new toy and lots of porn! Heaven
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This Morning 
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Two days ago, my current meds have reduced my desire, which is frustrating for me.
I think it was Thursday? Usually my sex drive is really high but I had to start a new medication recently that’s making me really tired. It’s starting to go away but not quite there yet so I don’t always feel like masturbating. Hopefully in a month or two I’ll get back to full force! I meant to leave town in December…
I don’t actually do it to be fair. Work in the day then get home and have wife and child at home. I don’t really get any time to enjoy a bit of me time lol
Last night, got a thing for using condoms during solo play now. Do need them during sex but just something about them
Mon whilst doing housework, felt the need to pleasure and spank myself , so instead of finishing housework as I’d been told, thinking I would do it after, I got my toys out, had a good play and fell asleep. Hubby wasn’t best pleased when he came home to find me asleep with the toys all around me and the house a mess, so received a punishment spanking with the implements I had used on myself, then caned for not doing as I was told.
Next time I will finish the housework first!!!
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@Goth_Girl welcome to the world of self pleasure hope you enjoyed
This morning!
This morning been getting myself too horny so I needed that release. 
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I always have to be quiet around the wife. Somehow she has a sixth sense though for when I’m doing it or just finished. What about going into another room to finish?
After reading this, I suspect it’ll be quite soon 
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I’m debating whether to get some of my lovehoney toys out too haha
@Goth_Girl sorry I.miss readvthe txt hope I did not offend you
Given lockdown I’ve not seen my girlfriend for quite a while. We’ve occasionally sent eachother little videos of eachother to try and keep something going but the last week or two I’ve not really had the enthusiasm for it.
Yesterday I decided you to remove some excess hair from before and today I enjoyed a short session with a small prostate toy and a semi translucent penis toy.
Can’t say I’m horny, but it was nice to make a video again.
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I’m sorry to hear that. You deserve to be enjoying yourself. I really hope things turn around for you x