kosmik_kaos wrote:
WandA wrote:
kosmik_kaos wrote:
my hubby rarely comes...never at all if i'm on top, never if i give him a blow job, never in missionary...in fact only when he's doing me doggy...and that is rarely!
If he finds it easy to cum through self stimulation then maybe you could ask him what works for him and have a go yourself.
he doesn't do it himself...says he has me so he doesn't need to do it...fair enought...[...] iv'e tried asking him whats up but he just says it feels like he's cum and thats that
My alarm bells are really ringing at this situation. I think there's a lot going on here and I think it needs intervention ASAP, because if it goes on much longer I think something really scary is likely to happen. Something like maybe your self esteem is going to go on a 20 year-long holiday.
The part where you said "fair enough" in response to your husband saying that he doesn't need to masturbate because has you, I don't think that's fair enough at all, I think that's bullshit and weird logic.
Masturbation is not solely a poor substitute for sex with others, masturbation is solo self stimulation which is a sexual activity in its own right. And just by its existence, sexual activity with others does not exclude masturbation, just as masturbation does not exclude also having sexual activity with others, including masturbation with others.
I mean if they were so inclined, a person could have penis-in-vagina penetrative sex in the morning, a mutual masturbation session together in the afternoon, and then maybe a private wank in the evening. Sexual activity with others and masturbation can easily, frequently and happily co-exist. So your husband's claim that they don't was my first alarm bell.
Since the logic of that is so weird, I think that represents something serious.
My second alarm bell was that your husband responded to your repeated efforts to discuss this with stonewalling, weird logic, and refusal. To me that's another biggie because something is very obviously going on, and from what you said, your husband is continuing to pretend that whatever it is just doesn't exist. To me that is more weird logic, and a danger sign of significant communication issues.
I mean, if he refuses to discuss this, what else is he refusing to discuss? And if he has weird logic for sexual activity, what else is he having weird logic about?
To me, this sounds like is an extremely serious situation and I think you, and especially your husband, will need more help than we can realistically offer on this forum. Although I'm not sure exactly what kind of help you or your husband needs, I do know from my experience of situations similar to your description that leaving them alone can only ever end in badness. So I urge you to go to your GP and explain to them what you told us. Keep pestering your GP until you get a referral to some kind of specialist, preferably some kind of counselling. And if that isn't helpful, then go back to your GP and get another referral, and another, and another, until you get the right one for you.
I wish you the very best of luck and I hope everything works out the way you want it too.