amandammmm wrote:
I've read everything you've said, you've tried everything and she's showing no emotion. I really feel for you, it must be hard.
It's probably not much help but, could you show her this thread? She can then see how much you love her and show her that it's not just about the sex, it's the affection and being a couple that is the issue with her.
I think it looks as if you have dug a hole and opened a mine, so to speak.
Some women just like the security of a man in the home, and nothing more, and that's what drives men away, they don't want to be a security guard, they want to be loved and cared for, my partner isn't one for cuddles or romance, quite the opposite actually. But that's who he is, how he's always been. He still gives me a kiss before he leaves for work, still says he loves me, and we've been together for 13 and a half years with two children. And I STILL get butterflies when I think about him, I STILL fancy him, and I love him loads!!
I'm hoping you can get some good advice and know that we will try and help you as much as we can xxx
Thanks guys, I appreciate your support.
@Amandammmm - I think you're exactly right.
By saying how I feel and asking for her input, all I've done is give her the opportunity to empty out her box of excuses as to why we don't have sex. Should I continue to pursue the subject, it'll be "but I've already told you why I don't want to..."
She wants me as a support with the house and family, but as you say, as a kind of 'security guard', rather than lover or husband. She doesn't want us to split, but the lack of "I love you" and any physical attention betrays her purely practical motives for trying to keep me around.
Alas, I don't think showing her this thread would be treated as anything more than 'betrayal' in her eyes.
I think I'll give it another week to see if there's any sign of progress (and there should be really, it's not like we've got to wait for any reason) then bring up the sex therapist / marriage guidance suggestion again. If we're going to stay together I think we're going to need it. If she doesn't want to participate, I think that'll confirm all I need to know re. our future.