Hi everyone, so I'm a bit confused, I've always identified as striaght, after my marriage broke down I enjoyed watching porn to pass the time. The more I watched the more I got turned on by c*ck and cum, I don't find men attractive like I do women but the thought of giving head turns me on. I told the last girl I was seeing and she dumped me. I don't think it's something I can go through with, but it's affecting any chance of a happy life with a new girlfriend. I like to be honest with people in every part of my life and what goes through my head! Any advice?
Nothing to be ashamed of at all, lots of men have fantasies about other men or enjoy to watch gay porn and although you will find 100 different reasons out there I simply put it down to it's the closest thing to what we know.
As for in your future relationships its always best to be open with your partners but if your never going to act on it and you think it might go down the wrong way then I would maybe just keep it as your secret.
People can find all manner of things arousing, and it's always nice to find a new one. 🙂 Just because you've started to find you're turned on by cock doesn't automatically mean you're gay, or even bisexual. For many guys it can simply be a pleasant fantasy.
Take some time to explore this new development and gauge what you think it means to you. Do you want to try it out in the real world, or simply keep it as a spank bank favourite?
As for who to tell and when, it doesn't have to be a secret you take to your grave, but neither do you have to tell a prospective partner all of your peccadillos straight away. Relax, and don't rush things. You can always share more information when you're comfortable. 🙂
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