I love talking about sex how it is. I love slightly disturbing all those social norms, all those stereotypes laid down in porn, all those people who would judge if you let them. Dare I say I have fun with that sort of thing, as well as making a point.
Loving this! +1
Thanks for your sweetheart words KM, you deserved the ones I said to you so much. You've been amazing to me.
I am on a better level today, I saw my outreach worker yesterday (she visits me in my house), she is ace too, and has been through some of the worst cr*p you can imagine too!
We had an extra long session to re-connect. I laid everything out to her, however embarrassing it was for me and she was so unbelievably still proud of me for recognising my issues and me trying to nip them in the bud.
In the most professional way she can, she always says how pretty she thinks I am and what a lovely lady I am...this so touches my heart. She is a sweetheart and much older than me, but she is wise and I so understand where she comes from with her experiences.
Next appointment is the 4th Jan 2019, she is going to help me learn to get around where I live (independently, on my own) as I can get lost just trying to get out of a shop (I am not even slightly joking about that, it's to do with trauma and my brain not working properly).
It's scary for both hubby and I, but I can't just stay in the house forever, till I die.
I'm only 33, so all these issues going on and my past, has truly messed me up!! They are tough to fix, but I've no choice, but to try. 🤪 🤯 😵
At least I can work on everything over Christmas in preparation for my next appt.
Much love. xxx 💚