I’ve recently changed jobs and my boss is much older than me, married and kids. I’m 26 and single.
While I’ve been masturbating recently I feel the need to look at photos of him. Nothing sexual just normal photos. It’s a weird urge and I’ve never experienced it. I’m newly single after 7 years and have never even thought about this.
I’m struggling to control my thoughts when around him. He’s such a normal nice guy and even though he’s older than me I do feel that he gets along with me, we have a laugh, he’s cheeky and we have a lot in common. Soon as I grab my vibrator my head runs away with itself and I have to grab my phone to look at his face.
Anyone else experienced this? It feels kind of wrong.
EDIT- I have no thoughts of pursuing anything it’s fully just thoughts.
It sounds like your recent break up is making you look for someone stable.
7 yrs is a really long time to now be single. Don’t mistake his friendliness for flirting and watch porn instead of looking at photos of him.
I suggest you stop this now before you do anything to jeopardise your job or his marriage.
Its great you have felt comfortable asking this on the forum. I don’t think there is anything wrong having these thoughts as long as it stays a fantasy. Enjoy the moments but try not to get to involved, he is married with children.
Sounds like the kinda thing where it makes it feel more hot that it is so wrong and maybe even that kinda boss/employee dominance thing comes to mind too?
Pretty normal to get these urges just as long as you don’t act upon them as he has a happy family with kids
Not a great idea to lock on to one person though.