RotorTorque wrote:
I'm well aware that this is quite a sensitive subject, so please be assured that my opinions are purely my own feelings on the matter, and I'm not judging anyone at all! If it works for you, great! :-)
Lubyanka wrote:
Age gaps when the woman is older matter more to whom? When the man is older and the woman younger, that takes a lot of what pressure off? Pressure from whom? Pressure off what? Sorry, I'm really confused by what you said there, can you clarify?
Pressure to decide *right now* whether or not to have a child.
If I'm 30 and my partner is 25 say, then we've still got a few years to decide whether to start a family or not.
If I'm 30 and my partner is 45, well it's now or never.
Sure, it might be medically possible now for a women to have a child in her 50s, but is it morally right? That's a whole other topic and would need a new thread on it's own. My own opinion is I wouldn't want my child to have a 60 year old mother when they are just 10. Not saying whether it's right or wrong, just my own opinion.
I appreciate that these are your own opinions, and I appreciate that you clarified this, and I also thank you for clarifying your pressure concerns. I get that the pressure is something you feel regardless of any other factors. Having said that, a person can be infertile at any age as I said above. I'm wondering if you think this has any connection to that looking into the future thing which you mentioned? For example, how do you think you would feel if you turned out to be infertile? Would the age of your female partner matter as much to you in that situation?
RotorTorque wrote:
Lubyanka wrote:
I can't say I've noticed any pressure from anybody regarding our ages. The fact that kvetch and I look the same age as each other probably contributes to that. I acknowledge that the fertility thing can be an issue when the woman is older - however I believe that is an issue between the people concerned and nobody else.
I quite agree - it's a matter purely between the couple involved. It is irrelevant what anyone else thinks.
For myself, I just couldn't stop looking into the future. That she would be 65 when I was just 50. That when I would be 65 and looking to travel the world and enjoy my retirement, she would be 80. Best case she would be frail and not able to do the things I would want to do, worst case she would be dead and I'd be facing the rest of my life on my own. Of course women tend to life longer than men, but how much quality of life do you have at that age?
This applies regardless of sex of course, exactly the same could be said for a man 15 years older than a woman.
One thing which strikes me from what you said, is that a person of any age can have an accident or contract an illness which can lead to infirmity or disability at any age. Do you think your views on this would change if you became disabled or ill or had an accident? Or if you had a partner your age to whom any of that happened? Would the age of your partner matter as much to you in those circumstances?
RotorTorque wrote:
Lubyanka wrote:
Some people are infertile for reasons other than age. So I don't think that infertility is a valid excuse if it is the only reason for curtailing love and affection between people with a larger than usual age gap between them. I mean, if you love the person, I hope you love that person no matter how many eggs or sperm they have. Children can be adopted if there are fertility issues, no matter what the age range.
Again I agree - fertility shouldn't be the only reason for ending a relationship. As I said, there were several factors in me deciding I no longer wanted the relationship - age was just one of them.
RotorTorque wrote:
I'll also just add that I have a couple of friends who are both in relationships with women more than 10 years older than them. They are all blissfully happy, and good on them. I'm happy for them.
It just doesn't work for me.
I'm reminded here of something I've come across in many polyamory resources. Sometimes people say that polyamory can't work for them because they had a polyamorous relationship which ended. And lots of relationships end, all the time, for all sorts of reasons. And the question which often comes up after that is, if you had a monogamous relationship which ended, would that mean that monogamy can never work for you? And following on from that, If you have a relationship with an older person which ends, does that mean that relationships with all older people can't work for you?
I appreciate that you have acknowledged that the issues you experienced in your relationship with an older woman were solely your personal issues, and I think it's great that you can be aware of that. :)
I'm just wondering if avoiding relationships with older people is the best way for you to address your issues, or if you would rather address your issues in a way which allows you to have more possibilities of relationships open to you? I mean, clearly you benefitted from your relationship with the older woman. You were together a long time, so there must have been good things about that relationship which benefitted both of you. I think it's a real shame that the age issues which you mentioned, which actually can apply to people of any age, and which could also possibly apply to you, were the basis for your decision to end that relationship with a person who was important to you.
I mean, if you split up with her because of personal things about her in particular, that's one thing. But the age thing and the issues which you associate with age, I think that's indicative of something else which you might benefit from investigating further.
And if I feel personal about this topic based on being the older woman myself, well, then I acknowledge that as my own issue. :)