Hey hey, first ever post on LoveHoney. I've actually only become a member today.
Alrighty, i'm 18yo, female and a virgin. The furthest I've gone is given oral (it only happened last week, proud of myself!:) ). I masturbate but i can.not.orgasm.
This sucks ass bc i really really want to & i have a pocket vibrator (bought from lovehoney ofc) but like i start building up then hit a wall and i kinda just leave it and let my clit throb whilst i try and sleep away my miseries.
I've read so much online and I've gathered my vagina isnt broken or anything and that it does happen to lots of women (1 in 10 to be exact) but sometimes i cant help but feel not so sexually liberated which i should be.
I'm not in a relationship and ive always thought oh it'll be fine i'll reach the big O someday soon. But what if i dont? What if im destined to be orgasmless forever and have sex with my future husband because of duty and sexy time isnt sexy and i'm just waiting for him to finish bc if he can get his then i should help but im just lying there thinking about how an orgasm filled life would look like!
I'm sorry for the long post/rant its just a bit scary to think I'll never get there and its hard to keep thoughts that theres something wrong with me away.
If you've read this far you are a star and probably thinking omg get to the point! So my question is; does anyone have any tips or maybe personal experiences of your first time reaching that tipping point and preferably detailed accounts? Would be extreeeeemely grateful, so thank you in advance!
Thanks once more for reading the ramblings of an orgasmless teen.