because I can't get relief ! 
OK - Used to being on my own but recently have been waking feeling very very horny - and this about 3 am !! 
Last week it was the worst it's ever been - I was very very arroused - every nerve was jingling and all my 'bits' were really throbbing and pulsating . I was very very wet [ not peed]. I sleep in the raw and accidentally touched my belly and nearly went through the roof with the reaction it triggered . I was absolutely desperate for relief BUT I couldn't get to orgasm.
I really really neeeded to and couldn't.
I've tried with a rabbit , and the big pink banana but I just can't climax with them .
It used to take my husband a long time to get me to climax - long after him - it was only with very slow gentle determined clitoral stimulation, and I had to be at the wanting-to-pee-state for some time [ uncomfortable for me] before I could.
It's hard for me to reach my clit - both arms are damaged and don't straighten and I'm a tad obese [ really very ] so getting there is almost impossible.
Anyone got any ideas and suggestions - these last 3 months have not been fun