Hi OA,
I'm in need of your opinions or advice, you're a wise lot and I am all in a muddle, so I wish to see what you reckon.
In a similar manner to film classics or so on, me and OH's love life needs a reboot. The current situation is that we love each other, there's a lot of caring and those kinds of feelings. There's no question of that aspect of the relationship. For known reasons the physical side of things has completely gone. I can predictably and consistently offer her sexual favours and she will respond and everything works fine, she enjoys it, she is happy, I am happy, wonderful. If I do not follow this route, however, nothing will happen. I mean literally nothing.
We've been sorting out a lot of issues and fixing the ways we communicate, it's all very new agey but it does make a difference. It has come to a point, though, where I am less able to contribute to the process of fixing things, now it's time for her to work out her stuff and it seems impossible to encourage this without invoking her wrath, Again, simply leaving it alone just means that everything remains in stasis and no changes will happen.
To cut a long story short, if I try hard to make everything nice, she is happy, but not responding similarly. If I don't try especially hard, she remains neutral and we drift apart. If I go balls out and upfront with things, she takes a defensive position and fights back, before telling me things will be ok, which I don't really believe. Somewhat of a pickle.
I think the answer is staring me in the face, but I am really hoping for some wise and excellent thoughts from you folks to help me muddle through this minefield of a clusterfuck.
Apologies for the clinical tone of this message, it makes it easier to keep clear in my head!
Any ideas would be very welcome! If I can explain anything better please let me know.