Thank you for such kind words, although I feel far from mature and insightful at the moment, full of fear, lots of guilt for causing her pain and still wanting to be the hero and rescue Mrs Kink.
Yet all comes back to being self-seeking as a lot of it is about wanting/needing to feel needed.
There’s simply nothing I can do to make things better or easier for her, damage has done. Quite scared of what the future holds, being by myself, and no idea if us being friends is something that might just prolong pain or cause further issues down the line.
Its a f*cking cluster fuck breaking up with someone that really means a lot to me, I just need to keep faith it’s the right thing being done for the right reasons.
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